Happy yet sad.
Fear yet excited.
This independent life is uncontrollable. A test eagerly waiting on the edge of its movie seat waiting for a failure. Cautious of my footsteps my emotions slowly results into illness, in heartache and worry. I'm damn paranoid. Having the unavailabilty of my loved ones, my feelings turn to rage, to patience and tears in which i long to let go into the love of him.
Till then, the test continues and everything remains the same. It continues to wait, to wait patiently for the good girl to go bad.
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judge me; i dare you.
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- Recalling the descriptions once before, as friction, Acid, and diamonds. The door for unlimited strength and availability of hugs. My true self? I ask the same. Power. Passion. Love. Determination. Are the four elements i need to find a place to call home. To regain my faith, and true self, is what i deeply long for
how can you ever love someone; when you're not willing to die for them.
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