December 20, 2010

anxiety.

Anxiety. Is all i have in my heart.
The reason for you being here is for me..is it not?
The Difference in you brings out fear. I wanna runaway.
Im so scared. I don't know what's in my heart.
I love you. I know you want a another chance.
But I'm so afraid. I dunno what to do.
So hurt. So cut. So deeply.
I feel like I'm bleeding. Constantly, with my heart pounding.
Being with you is a risk.
My smile is fake.
Your eyes just tell me lies.